Building Blocks

[ehowton]

Nicotine, caffeine, ADHD, and the intoxicating and debilitating chemical cocktail of unrequited love which has been coursing through my veins has been the only thing animating my carcass since October. I otherwise eat only for basic bodily function. I do occasionally try to stay hydrated. And blog.

I really haven't been actively participating in my normal after work hobbies or interests - my brain is far too busy processing. Always with the processing. And to what end? Solutions to entirely fabricated nonexistent problems? Maybe. Double-checking the integrity of my objectivity at every turn? Highly likely. I haven't done this much processing since my own divorce.

That and lots and lots of communication punctuation. The little lady has been downright insatiable what with the radiated NRE and our talk of myriad imagined futures scattered amongst the deep connection we've reformed in our dialogue surrounding not only the philosophical, but the practical; honestly right where we need to be - its nice to be back in that regard. Back to involved, intertwined discussions touching the full breadth of innumerous topics and our place within from multiple vantage points.

I wish we could add a third to share these extraordinary experiences with us.

Yes, already I have someone in mind.