Needs are interesting things when viewed from various perspectives - psychological sustainability to generational trauma, to learned behaviors, and no doubt as varied and unique as we are; no two are likely identical. Using that as a starting point, perhaps we can become less judgmental, and more compassionate. I tend to sort things not in binary categories of, "good" and, "bad," but rather, "sustainable" and, "non-sustainable" with the understanding these are fluid spectrums, not rigid, stovepiped containers. I often fall into the trap of polarity nonetheless.
There are a handful of people with whom I have surrounded myself that aspire to finding their person within the upper echelons of hierarchal needs, and being the people we are, we're willing enough - or desperate enough - to try. We seek connection. Awkwardly (and through much gnashing of teeth), how we define "connection" also seems to be as varied as we are. This leads to one of the most oft-repeated quotes I hear: "Is it even possible that someone else so freakishly aware and intuitive could exist, and match it?" I have to believe - statically speaking - that yes, it is possible. Just....well, not necessarily simple. Or easy. And we may have to travel far from our comfort zone to find it.
It might also be messy.
I've learned that the scaffolding each of us constructs around ourselves contains its own microcosm of syntax and healthy coping mechanism which can be permeated and synthesized via use of synonyms, and patience. Thankfully those who operate in this echelon are more than capable of navigating both. That's the good news. The bad news is the tools we employed to survive the onslaught of life are often the last to fall. These are our commonalities; what we bring to ourselves, each other, and our communities. Our differences are in what each of us seeks in another. Do I have all the answers? No. Do I communicate clearly and directly exactly what it is I am looking for while unwaveringly and unapologetically living my truth? Also no.
There are limitations of course to how each of us chooses to seek connection; religious, cultural, financial, geographic - to name a few. Some of us are only limited in what we choose to accept. The holy grail (so to speak) is of course finding someone who feels about us the same way we feel about them. In lieu of that, I require only one who challenges me. It is that which is my white whale, and nothing more. Yet understanding that the passing of time allows intervals for experience; experience may yield lessons; lessons afford us the opportunity to learn; learning expands knowledge; knowledge which can be utilized grants us wisdom; and wisdom cannot not irrevocably change us. I've learned the most difficult way possible that I would rather live a life being challenged than being reciprocated. This is something I did not previously know, and I grieve for this new knowledge and how it came to pass both.
