Getting off the Emotional Rollercoaster

When I was here in October I described it as an emotional rollercoaster. There was the first kiss - which promoted assumptions which never materialized. But now? I am at peace. It was a long time coming. I put in the work. God knows the work I've put in. And its wonderful. Everything. As it should be. Such a calm happiness; joy. The ways things should be (and I don't use the word, "should" often). No more assumption, no expectation, just fun. I like it. Its easy.